Well, maybe not canceled but on hold for the time while I reavaluate what I wanted to get from it. These are personal reasons I can't explain here as they'd voilate other people's privacy, but lets just say that I wasn't doing this for myself, I was doing it for someone else. Anyone who is truly great at anything doesn't do it to prove something to someone else, they don't do it to win the affections or attention of someone else. They do it to prove something to themselves, and that wasn't why I was doing this, and therefore I must stop.